165.5 today. I am fucking cheesed. I have stayed between 167 and 164 since June. What is it going to take? I will NOT throw in the towel. I will NOT eat because I am mad. I have been going at this for almost three years and I will be going at it for the rest of my life.
I said my ankle wasn't fucked anymore last week. I was prematurely positive about that. It is still fucked. I didn't go to Zumba last night and I felt awful (and still feel awful) about missing it. Boooooourns to injuries. I did a "tae-bo" ab workout at home instead. It was a DVD workout video I bought since I couldn't go to Zumba. It was gay. I was swearing at the stupid negro man on the screen the whole time.
Happy note: A wonderful girl at my work decided to start coming to the gym with me a few weeks ago and just walked in to the office. She came straight to my desk and showed me that the waist around her pants was loose. She said, "Omg these used to be tight, I am so happy right now". I am really excited for her and hope she keeps up the good work. She has given me permission to make her feel guilty when she has excuses to not join me at the gym. I will keep you posted on her progress.
It is a long weekend and I am looking forward to it, as I know you all are. On Sunday I will probably eat until I want to barf. Nice hey? Take it easy ya'll.
PS. Sorry I am once again not funny. And you know what, this is the last time I am going to apologize for not being funny because a girl cannot be funny allll the fucking time OK?
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